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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 07:55 pm Seriously Sir
Seriously Sir...My brains-All over the wall

College is by far the definition of over-rated...more work than social life and no one wants to meet you...Hey wait isnt that the exact opposite of how it was advertised? Oh well...Seriously
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Brendan
Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 02:53 pm Reality Check
Status: I have spent like 2 damn days in my room. All the people i meet like only want to chill for the first time I meet them. It kinda Blows. Like ill call...to hang out but no one answers. Bleck. But my dorm is clean and that is hardcore. Someone move down here...now. But yeah Ive met lets see Tory, Khristen, Tal, Nicke, Josie, Kate, Megie, Meghan, Ashley, Nathalie, Aimee, Dustin, Rachel, ummm...crap now i cant leave people out....Maybe i am gender biased in the people I choose to talk to. Oh yeah theres Chase and Elain and Vikki umm...yeah thats more girls than ive known im my whole life but they dont actually talk to me...its depressing...i want sleep
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Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 03:49 pm Wow
Hey, Resumed from UT Austin because of several reasons. First, I am not good at this whole transition thing and lack the self confidence to truly develop friends out of this experience. Second, Most of my heart and mind rests back in Dallas and I truly dont even feel like making an effort to engage the people ill be around for the next 4 years. And Finally, I am so god damn tired. Someone entertain me, I can only watch dogma so many times.
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Apr. 10th, 2005 @ 09:39 pm Emo Tears
Hey, ... ok... today sux ass but nobody really seems to care
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Aug. 26th, 2004 @ 10:29 pm EMO_Oscity
So yeah, today was alright, I had a statistics quiz i didnt know about but i can recover. Im havin emo time...as usual as most would say. I installed a cold air intake into my car and apparently found people are judging ym relationshipialnessity off of my relationship with liz. I just wanted to clarify that the problems associated with and resulting from that relationship were purely related to my 3 year relationship with one Ashley Trottier. When someone comes out of a relationship that has been dedicated and such for that long its difficult to move into a new one and I made the mistake of doing that too quickly. I feel that some people take blame they shouldnt be taking for that relationship and that I owe everyone including liz an apology. I treated that relationship as my old one and jumped into it because it provided me with a physical expression of the emotions i still felt for ashley. Im sorry to roseanne who i feel takes some blame for the failure because its not at all her fault and all she was doing was helping. Im not usually like that but it was just an awkward time in mein life and i regret putting peolpe through it. Well im sure yall gave up reading this B a long time ago so just have fun and live good. Dont be the fool who thinks hes wise
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Aug. 22nd, 2004 @ 09:00 pm (no subject)
no updates in a while...here goes, basically i went to the linkin park concert and came home smelling like weed and alcohol...not stuff i did but the people around me... It was a blast i enjoyed it. Then we had a get together at my house friday night after we saw garden state which rocked my sox. We then brought thompson to college after his car broke. I realized i dont know if i want to go to college without any friends around, i mean im excited to be out of home but its just weird to think about being alone alone. I mean it made me sad just to like leave matt thompson there cause i guess i hate leaving someone behind. Well i will contain my emooscity but l8r
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Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 10:39 pm Before I go to sleep
Current Mood: elated?
Current Music: Anthem by Blink 182 (NOT GOOD CHARLETTE)
Heres some lyrics and i guess can be used as inspiration for a music video or something

A is For Action by Ima Robot

"A is for action
P is for paranoid, a is for anger
Out here in the void
C is for countdown
O is for over
LYPSE are for your lips smashed on mine when the world blows up

Hang hang hang on
Where do they go?
Save your souls now
Got to stay strong
Hang hang hang on
Hanging on hanging on
Til the old man bangs a gong

G is for greed
O is for order
V is for villains in the three-piece suits defining the borders
E is for empire
R is for revenue
N is for not for me but was
MENT was meant for you and me

Hang hang hang on
Where do they go?
Save your soul now
That's a place to start
Hang hang hang on
Hanging on hanging on
Til the old man bangs the gong

We don't care if we're all right
All we wanna do is fight
Who cares if we're all right?
Who cares when we can just fight?

D is for disease
E is for entropy
A is for acceptance so drop your funeral weapons
T is for time [tick tock tick tock...] and you ain't got much left
H is for heaven or hell now let's hear it for
DEATH

Beggars, poets, hustlers
Wall Street, rich boy suckers
Why, friends, you know that no side's
better in the end
We're all gonna fry together

Hang hang hang on
Where should they go?
Save your souls now
That's a place to start
Hang hang hang on
Hanging on hanging on
Til the old man bangs

Hang hang hang on
Where do they go?
Save your souls now
That's a place to start
Hang hang hang on
Hanging on hanging on
Til the old man bangs a gong"

and remember... wait... oh yeah my friends are good people just to let yall know
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Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 05:33 pm A-P-O-C-O-LYPSE
Current Mood: yellow
Current Music: A is for Action
WOke up and it sounded like rain outside but im wasnt sure so i watched the weather and still didnt know... I went outside to find it was indeed raining and my cars window was down and my satellite radio was wet... Bleck I then went to school and met my little brother (in jesuit neways) and then went home and slept :) I woke to find i missed a call from annies phone and then wasted around... OH and the emo countdown was almsot accelerated to like today because of a certain girl from a certain state in the north text messaging me and bringing about old memorries. Neways hope everyone else is good
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Aug. 18th, 2004 @ 09:57 pm Countdown to emo
Resuurreeecctteedd... Letsput a timer on the next emo breakdown of mine, its been about3 months so im gonna say 7 days unless something happens this weekend or early next week. Basically im going to bring everybody up to speed. or attempt to. My day goes as follows... i ahd to wake up and spend 4 hours at school for pictures which was horrible then i went home and called ryan adn got called rude so i met him and roseanne to apologize...and buy them queso. Tis a good time. WE hooked up with logan and trevor (who looked like a bum btw) and then i mowed the lawn. Mowing the lawn is like ZEN... ive realized that im jerry mcguire like (not look like tom crusie but the character fits my persona) then i went to ryans and chilled. Tis a good day
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May. 13th, 2004 @ 07:57 pm POISON
AHHH its been like trois days and heres the summary OWNED french class, kinda owned physics class been chillin wit da sexy liz (and MAN shes hardcore sexY) and then we been planin some stuff for this weekend its going to be a blast. Now im listening to hapy hardcore and i think the waiter poisoned me at Fridays . THat bastard and megan sol is like the biggest liar ever. Liz is teh sweet
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May. 10th, 2004 @ 06:40 pm Roses really smell like whooo whoo whoo
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Tipsy
Boy howdy lets start from sqaure uno!@ So i get to school and my toe hurts like a bizatch and i walk to school and it was painful. Fast >>>>>> I bomb a geometery test >>>>>>> I make up a degen assignment :)>>>>> Haul ass to BL to chill with Maguire we drove around after waiting for ryan FOREVERZ then she had to skidaddle- it was sad... SO far a pretty decent day COMMENT YALL
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May. 9th, 2004 @ 01:15 pm FIRST POST EVR
Hey its my first post ever! I never thought id acutally do one of these deallies but heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrreeeeeeeeee goes. SO yeah last night was like an uber blast i went and met up with the beautiful Liz. (HI LIZ) and we walked around all ovr the place. THen i watched snoop a loop on saturday night live and it kinda bored me to tears. Oh and yesterday We had a mega jug challenge and i was gonna win but a certain person mentioned a black child and diarrea which justn made me spew everywhere. It was great. Man i have like a ton more to write but no time
POST ON HEAR PEOPLE
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